i officially put my maternity notice in at work today..
and..damn.. do i feel good!!
52 days and counting!!

i am feeling much better with myself these days..
my hormones are settling down..
i went to renee's son's party.. (double possessive.. is that right?)
it was nice..
i didn't know a soul there..
it was very awkward!!
but trent and i played together with some other little kids for about an hour..
the we bid farewell..
i talked to renee for a minute or two..
it was nice to see her..
we promised to get together.. just us.. later and catch up..
hopefully we will..
i'd like to re-connect with her!!
oh.. and by the way..
her house is nice.. brand new.. in a cookie cutter neighborhood..
where every house looks the same.. and there are NO trees!!
my house rocks WAY harder!! :)
LOL..

gavin has been kicking me soo hard..
i swear..
he's killing me!!

and..
i also have a secret... if you can keep it for a minute..

my sister robin.. knocked up!!
yup.. 6 weeks..
she hasn't really told a lot of people yet.. i.e. my dad..
so she wants to keep it quite until she gets a chance to talk to my dad..
soooo... if you happen to see her..mums the word.. ok?!?
fun!!
her baby's gonna be 6 months younger than gavin!!
fun!!
she's totally gonna have a girl.. i feel it..:)
fun!!
she's cute.. asking me all these pregnancy questions..
can i wear nail polish? can i color my hair? can i use my proactive?
funny..
i totally remember those feelings..
now i'm like.. can i just get gavin out of me please.. pretty please!?!

:)
xoxo.