cimmymom

2007-11-16T13:31:00.000-05:00

3 shifts left!!

and i can't wait to sit around the house and be just a mom!!

xoxo.

oh..
boob leaked today!! joy!!
:)

2007-11-05T22:47:00.001-05:00

ok..
so i went to the hospital yesterday..
i was throwing up all day and then i threw up some blood..
call the ob/gyn and she told me to head to beaumont..
they hooked me up to some re-hydrating juice because apparently i was really dehydrated from throwing up all day!!
and i was also hooked up to what i called the baby monitor..
it listened to gavin heartbeat to make sure he was all good..
it also tells women in labor how their contractions are going.. like they can't feel it or something!! :)
so.. my nurse.. who rocked my world!!.. came in with "that" look on her face..
she asked me if i could feel the contractions i was having..
i told her i felt those little braxton hicks pre-labor guys.. but no big deal..
as i was literally saying this.. i went.. awhhh... oh.. not so little!!
fuck!!
what was going on?!?
this can not be happening!!
i'm only ..ahhhhhhh... 29 weeks!!
so yah.. contractions are being felt!!
they poked and scraped at me for some while.. in "that" area!!
never fun!!
and conducted some tests that i couldn't tell you what they were called!!
then they gave me some medicine.. don't know what that was called either..
but.. it's making the ahhhhss!! go away!! and that's good..
i'm not dialated.. that's REALLY good..
so gavin is safe from appearing WAY TO EARLY!!
i just have to take it easy..
did you hear that michael.. and the majestic.. i have to take it easy!! :)
i'm home now..
still feeling sick to my stomach..
they gave me another medicine to help keep my food down..
but.. i have zero appetite..
soup is all i want..

all and all..
i'm ok..
just a little freaked out still..
cross your fingers for no more ahhhs!!

xoxo.

2007-11-04T16:09:00.000-05:00

17 days left until i get to leave work!!
yay!!
and i can't tell you how exciting this is going to be..

i am sooo tired..
i could sleep for years..
i think gavin is sucking all of my energy outta me!
i can really feel him moving around now a days..
it's much stronger than trent..
the drs called me early last week..
after looking at my blood work, they found out that i was SEVERELY low on my iron..
which doesn't really surprise me seeing that i have been my whole life..
so i have to take these crazy iron supplements..
they are soo big..
and they make my poop black..
like.. black.. not brownish.. but BLACK!!
it's very odd..

what else is going on..??

humm.. not much..
just taking it day by day..
and un-patiently waiting for gavin's arrival!!
11 more weeks!!

xoxo.

2007-10-01T20:59:00.000-05:00

i officially put my maternity notice in at work today..
and..damn.. do i feel good!!
52 days and counting!!

i am feeling much better with myself these days..
my hormones are settling down..
i went to renee's son's party.. (double possessive.. is that right?)
it was nice..
i didn't know a soul there..
it was very awkward!!
but trent and i played together with some other little kids for about an hour..
the we bid farewell..
i talked to renee for a minute or two..
it was nice to see her..
we promised to get together.. just us.. later and catch up..
hopefully we will..
i'd like to re-connect with her!!
oh.. and by the way..
her house is nice.. brand new.. in a cookie cutter neighborhood..
where every house looks the same.. and there are NO trees!!
my house rocks WAY harder!! :)
LOL..

gavin has been kicking me soo hard..
i swear..
he's killing me!!

and..
i also have a secret... if you can keep it for a minute..

my sister robin.. knocked up!!
yup.. 6 weeks..
she hasn't really told a lot of people yet.. i.e. my dad..
so she wants to keep it quite until she gets a chance to talk to my dad..
soooo... if you happen to see her..mums the word.. ok?!?
fun!!
her baby's gonna be 6 months younger than gavin!!
fun!!
she's totally gonna have a girl.. i feel it..:)
fun!!
she's cute.. asking me all these pregnancy questions..
can i wear nail polish? can i color my hair? can i use my proactive?
funny..
i totally remember those feelings..
now i'm like.. can i just get gavin out of me please.. pretty please!?!

:)
xoxo.

2007-09-18T14:32:00.000-05:00

work is really starting to take a toll on me..
i really have to take a step back..
every..single.. muscle.. in my body is killing me.. seriously!!
i worked almost 15 hours yesterday..
i feel like i got ran over by a freight train..
my boss was thoroughly impressed with me though..
we had a very large catering function that took up almost the whole complex..
it looked fab-u-lous!! if i do say so myself!! :)
i put my thinking cap on and all of my years of experience really came in handy.
by i tell ya.. doing that while 5 1/2 months prego.. not so fun!!

onto a different topic..
i am going to be seeing a really old friend, renee, on saturday for her child's 2 year b-day party..
i have not seen her in many years..
we recently found each other on the ever so helpful myspace..

i'm really nervous.
not sure why..
we were really close for a long time.
then she got mixed up in drugs.. and we separated.

her life is crazy fabulous from what i gather..
she married a VERY wealthy man.. lives in a VERY nice home.. and raises her 2 children with ease.
i'm sure this is probably not the whole picture.. but it seem that she has it all..!!
she described keegan's b-day party like she was maddona or something..
pony rides.. clowns.. hot air balloon rides.. moon walks.. crazy!!
but the reason why i a am nervous is not the money or material things..

it's because i'm always afraid of looking like i have not made anything of myself.. like i am a failure.. like i'm not good enough.. as if i don't live up to everyone else..
is that not soo super retarded? but it's how i feel..
i always feel like i have to justify every move i make.. to twist it so it "looks" good on paper..
i hate it.. i think it's a sick complex that i got from the ass hole i have to call my father..

i really wish i didn't have to rationalize these problem is my head all the time..
it gets worse at work..
lately.. i have been running into people that i have not seen in quite a while..
they ask me about my life.. my child.. my belly.. if i still talk to so and so..
i always feel like i'm being sized up.. drilled ..
"yes.. i still talk with raphie..
yes.. i still have the poison free tattoo..
no i have not been to my ex's bar small's (why would I?)
yes, i got pregnant with trent while i was 1. unmarried 2.drunk 3. in a really low point in my life,
yes, i got married while i was pregnant but for all the right reasons"

yah see how these simple questions that people ask can mentally beat me up every time..??
what's wrong with me..
i'm sure people just are "catching up"..
but i feel the need to over analyze every question and think that they are somehow trying to get some kgb secrets out of me..

geeezz..

Pavarotti - Nessun Dorma

2007-09-07T14:13:00.001-05:00

for all of you that know me well.. you know that classical music and opera are a HUGE part of my life. THE best opera singer of all times has recently passed. luciano pavarotti.. here he is singing my all time favorite aria.. nessun dorma.. from the opera toruendot.. it makes me cry every time i hear it!! it is soo powerful.. and only he can sing it and make it so. i had the privileged of seeing him live twice. i will never forget those performances!!

rest is peace.. ciao bello!!

2007-08-24T00:31:00.000-05:00

so.. it's another boy for me!!
and i couldn't be any happier!!

baby t will have a lil buddy to play with.
'speially since they are so close in age.
my darling husband was soo cute during the ultrasound.
the woman doing it was taking a million measurements.. a million i swear..
i guess that's her job right!?!
then she said..do you want to know the sex?
michael grabbed my hand and squeezed it really hard..
she pointed with her cursor to the penis..
i knew what it was as soon as i saw it..
i started crying..
she said.. it's a boy..
i was balling!!
my husband was like are you ok?
the woman looked at me.. obviously knowing that i wanted a girl by my pink tshirt, pink headband, and pink undies that i was wearing.. and said you wanted a girl this time huh?
i said.. i wanted a healthy baby..
she said.. well then you got your wish!!
when we were leaving michael said to me.. i was sad for you.. i know how much you wanted a girl..
what a lovely man he is..

i will say that i was a little let down..
but i can't wait for this little bundle of joy to come out and to smother him with kisses!!

and no..
there will be no "next time"..
i am sooo done!!
two boys is what it will be..
football games in the freezing rain.. sweaty, smelly gym bags.. loud band practices in the garage.. and unconditional love from my two boys!! :)

i know i said his name was going to be gavin.. but that is changing daily..
apparently gavin is a very popular.. and the hubby wants a name that is not in the top 5oo most popular list!! whatever!!

so far..
damian
damon
lukas
brodrick.. brody <------ i hate this one!!
drake <--- not so much
dylan<--- too 90210 for me!!
devin <-- love love love this one!!
cade.. or kade..
antony.. not anThony

any other ideas?!?

xoxo.

2007-08-14T15:09:00.000-05:00

i saw a shooting star yesterday..

i made a wish!!

6 more days!!

xoxo.

2007-08-12T13:12:00.000-05:00

just in case you were wondering..

1. Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with?
i don't even remember who that was..!!

2. What would you do with 1,000 plastic spoons?
eat 1,000 cups of yougart!!

3. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
classical.. kinda listened to what my parents did..

4. What is the best thing about your job?
ahhuumm.. i'm the boss lady..

5. Do you wish cell phone etiquette was required in class?
umm.. sure..

8. Where are you going on your next vacation?
my sister's wedding in march.. mexico.. sans children!! fun!!

9. Quote a song lyric?
tell me where it hurts.. to hell with everybody else.. all i care about is you.. and that the truth!! they don't like me.. i can tell..i don't care.. so they can go to hell!!

10. Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
a great combo of both!!

11. Do you own any furniture from Ikea?
yup.. not like the whole house.. but quite a bit!!

13. If you could be an animal what would you be?
rhino.. for sure!!

14. What sate are you from?
michigan and i was in minnesota for a little while too!!

15. Tell us about the last conversation/s you had.
LOL.. i just told my husband that i actually had a normal poop!! it looked like a log!! i've been a little constipated!!

16. Where do you see yourself in one month?
getting really big.. knowing that it's a girl!!

17. What is your favorite smell?
trent after a bath..

18. What is your favorite sight?
michael's smile..
trent's face!!

19. Do you consider yourself bi-polar?
nope..

21. Have you ever done anything vindictive to your coworkers?
nope..

22. Have you ever gone to therapy?
nope..

23. Have you ever played Spin the bottle?
nope.. but i do remember that big game too raphie!!

24. Have you ever toilet-papered someones house?
yup.. it didn't work out too well..

25. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
nahh.. i'm pretty upfront!!

26. Have you ever gone camping?
i HATE camping!!

27. Have you ever had a crush on your sister's friend?
umm.. no.

28. Have you ever been to a nude beach?

i've been naked on the beach.. but i don't think it was a nude beach!! :)

29. Have you ever had sex on the beach?
yup..

30. Have you ever had a stalker?
not that i know of..??

32. have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
many times..

33. Have you ever gone to a party where you were the only sober one?
lately... it sucks..!!

34. Have you ever been cheated on?
yup.. bastard!! i really did love him!!

35. Have you ever felt betrayed by your best friend?
nope..

36. Have you ever lied to your parents?
come on now..

37. Have you ever been out of the U.S.?
i'm well traveled.. not as much as raphie.. but i'm holding my own!! :)

38. Have you ever thrown up from working out?
i have gotten sick after ballet class.. that count?

39. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore a hat for a month straight?
i did have dana chop all my hairs off after senior year. i wanted it to look like this keanu reeves picture!! it was pretty bad!! but no hat involved!!

40. Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places in 1 day?
oh my god.. gross!!

41. Have you ever gotten so wasted you can't remember the night before?
me and mr. jameson's have had several of those long late nights. i usually remember most everything!! but some nights got a little blurry.. :)

42. Have you ever spied on someone you had a crush on?
yup!! i did drive bys and everthing.. poor greg!!

43. Have you ever slept with one of your coworkers?
i married one..

44. Kissed more than one person at a time?
umm.. ~blushing~ yah..

45. Pot?
no thanks..

2007-08-08T02:58:00.001-05:00

soo.. i am currently looking for some new staff at work right..
and i put a listing on craigslist for new servers..
i explained in the posting that the applicant must have at least 2 years of experience..
i got an email from this girl telling me that she didn't need 2 years of experience to work in my "little" restaurant!!

niiccee..
that's the way to get a job!!

loser!!

2007-08-06T21:21:00.000-05:00

ok..
i would just like to state for the record that bitchet got me pregnant..
i was just looking at this lonley blog that i haven't touched in a very long time..
look at the comment that bitchet left me in my last post..
niiccee...

:)
i'm going to try and blog some more here..
i swear..
but working 50 hours a week.. being a mommy.. a wife.. and pregnant is a little much!!

but..
i will try to start a little more..

i'm feeling much better..
not throwing up 4 times a day anymore..
maybe once!!
but now.. ok.. getting personal here.. i can't poop!! it sucks..
any suggestions? i'm doing the metamusil (SP?) thing.. but it doesn't seem to be working!!
pushing an awful lot for whopper balls!! if ya know what i mean!!

going to my ob on wenesday..
she should be giving me the clear to go to the hospital and get "THE" ultra sound!! :) how exciting!!
so as you all know very well by now.. THINK PINK!! :)

ok.. that's all for now..
i promise.. i' will be making an effort to blog more!!
it is a good release fo me..
and i KNOW you all miss me!! :)

xoxo.

2007-02-12T19:38:00.000-05:00

i love snow..
it's snowing right now..
and it's supposed to snow again tomorrow..
quite a bit from what they are saying..
but who knows.. they are never really right..

i had a mommy moment today..
you know.. the kind that melt your heart..??
baby t was really cranky..
and i was rocking him on my lap..
he then started moaning..
not too bad..
but it was getting softer and softer..
then he flipped over..
and nuzzled his little head on my chest.. closed his eyes..
and..
let out one long sigh..
and was out like a light..

i love mommy moments..

2007-02-12T19:33:00.001-05:00

it's almost baby t's birthday..
fun!!

2007-01-26T13:37:00.000-05:00

not sure who actually started it..
prob raphie..
but here's mine..

1.How old will you be in 5 years?
35.. yikes!!

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
mr trent alexander.. love him!!

3. How tall are you?
5'4'ish..

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six months?
snow.. trent's b-day..

5. What's the last movie you saw in the theatre?
it's been a LONG time.. i think it was dukes of hazzard.. LOL..

6. Who was the last person you called?
maria..

7. Who was the last person to call you?
my mom..

8. Who was the last text message you received from?
tereze..

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
hummm.. i think it was anthony..

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
depends on a lot of varibles.. am i working? am i watching a good tv show? am i driving? am i drunk? LOL..

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
driving home from my sister and brother in laws..

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
divorced..

13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
wednesday..

14. What color are your eyes?
brownishy-hazely..

15. What time did you get up today?
at 8 am then went back to bed cause daddy is home too.. so i got to sleep until NOON!!

16. What are you wearing right now?
jogging suit a la juicy.. love them..

17. What is your favorite Christmas song?
sanat's got a hot rod..

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
with trent and michael..

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
with a headache..

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
tibet.. fiji.. alaska to visit an old friend..

21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
hopefully with another child..

22. Do you tan or burn?
tan..

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
a burgular..

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
my neice ava..

25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
oh geez.. family room.. our bed room.. our bathroom... trent's room.. spare bedroom.. garage.. and outside.. so that make..7.. too many!!

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
both..

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
always with jammies..

29. What color are your sheets?
white.. always..

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
well.. michael has 2 and i have 2 but... i ususaly end up with 3 and him with 1!!

31. What is your favorite season?
winter..

32. What do you like about fall?
i love it too..

33. What do you like about winter?
snow.. winter coats.. turtle necks.. scarfs.. mittens.. ear muffs~now there's an invention!!~.. snow angels.. hot chocolate.. hot toddies!!.. turkey dinners.. do i really have to go on?!?

34. What do you like about the summer?
margarettas!!

35. What do you like about spring?
not much.. it's not warm.. it's not cold.. it's just a tease..

36. How many states have you lived in?
2

37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
well let's see.. raphie.. you may have to help me out with this one..
southfielfield.. eden praire (minnesota).. troy.. madison hts.. back to troy..royal oak.. back to troy.. royal oak again.. then ferndale.. troy again~but in an apt not mom's~ royal oak again.. aok park.. detroit.. now waterford!! yikes!!

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
bare feet all the time..

39 Are you a social person?
one may say i am..

40. What was the last thing you ate?
scrambled eggs that my lovely husband made for breakfast..

42. What is your favorite ice cream?
the cold kind.. i love them all..

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
strawberry..

46. Do you like Chinese food?
mon jin lau and pf changs..

47. Do you like coffee?
very much so..

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
alot.. probably more than i'm supposed to..

49. What do you drink in the morning?
water and coffee..

50. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
i'm on the left.. closest to the bathroom..

2007-01-19T16:03:00.001-05:00

so.. it's been a while since i have posted..
sorry..
it's been a crazy holiday season..

my best frind maira wa sin a horrific car accident the day after x-mas..
both of her girls were in the car as well..
she was t-boned ny a car being chased by the police..
scary..
maria has some lower back issues that she is still being treated for..
morgan,11, broke her ankel..
peyton, 13, has hairline stress cracks in both of her knee caps..
all an all.. they are very lucky..

trent had a fab-u-lous first christmas..
he was such an angel going from house to house..
i swear.. he really is the best baby in the world!!
he sprouted one tooth on x-mas eve..!! finally...

new years was fun..
layed low..
stayed at home..
rang in the new year in the hot tub!! good times..

i also quit smoking..
i have not had a cigarette since new years eve..when i went to bed..
let me tell yah.. it's tuff!! that's right.. T-U-F-F!!
i'm ok when i am at home with the fam..
but at work.. ohhhh.. it's hard..
but i'm keeping at it..
last saturday was really hard..
it was slow so i got cut..
sat at the bar and had a drink before i went home..
wanted to smoke very badly!!!
but.. i didn't..
just chewed on a straw!!

so.. trent now has two lil teeth poping out..
his bottom two are barely there..
but they are there..

yippie!!
he will have teeth after all!!

xoxo

2006-12-14T11:03:00.000-05:00

so..
i went out the other night in celebration of my girlfrind's birthday..
i was getting ready.. and something struck me..

~~try on your old jeans~~ a little voice in my head said..
ya know.. the ones that i wore before i was pregnant??

so away i went to dig them out of their box..
ohh.. my beautiful..way too expensive..make me feel like a million dollar jeans!!
and yes.. they have been boxed up so i can not see them!!

so here's me.. sitting on the edge of our bed..
one leg.. in..
next leg.. in..

stand up slooowwly...
pull them up over my bootie..
so far so good..

now.. i have to get the zipper up and buttoned.. that's the scary part!!

zipper.. up..
buttons.. on!!

get out of here!!
no way..
i can't believe it!!
~~this is me screaming this while dancing around our bedroom~~
~~while trent is looking at me like i am a moron!!~~

but i proudly wore my jeans to the birthday party..
and my best frined jayson even noticed that i had them on..

what a GREAT christmas present!!

xoxo

2006-12-07T13:09:00.000-05:00

ok..
so..
some people have been complaining that i don't blog enough..
sorry..

so here's some new stuff for you to read..

the holiday season is fast approaching us..
and i couldn't be more excited..
it's going to be baby t's first x-mas..
and that is going to be awesome..
we put up all the decorations and the house feels soo cozy..
we turned on.. yes turned on..it's gas.. our fireplace..
crancked the brian setzer x-mas cd..
and decked our halls..
good times..
good times..

i think that the holiday's are such an exciting time of year..
you get to see family.. share memories of x-mas pasts..
and drink lots of yummy hot toddys..bailey's and coffee and captin and apple cider..
i'm getting all warm and fuzzy just thinking abou it..

happy holidays..
cheers...

xoxo

2006-11-10T11:10:00.000-05:00

so..
it's our 1 year anniversary on sunday..
fun!!

trent's going to our in-laws..
for THE NIGHT!!
funner!!

we are going to go to my FAVORITE restaurant..mon-jin-lau.. for dinner..
yummy..

and then..
"let's get it on!!"

:P

but i have a question to pose to you..
what the hell do you get your husband on the 1 year anniversary??
it's pose to be paper?!?

i was thinking about gwtting him some football card thingy..
that's what the boys at work said..
but he doesn't really collect the cards or anything..
and books..
well..
he's not really a reader..
i was gonna write him a love letter..
but that seems to cliche..

any thoughts??

xoxo

2006-11-09T14:15:00.000-05:00

ok.. so i know that i have moved to "the country" and all..
but there is s spider the size of a PLUM on the outside of our doorwall..
it is sooo mean looking..
and if you know me a little bit.. i HATE spiders..
they gross me out!!

he..assuming it's male.. has spun a web that takes up most of the doorwall..
and his beedy little eyes are staring in at me..
i think it's an alein spider..
who has an alein talent of readin my mind..
he's going to morph thorugh the glass and suck out my brain..
i swear to god..
"i'm gonna get you cimbery..."

i looked it up on the internet..
and i can not find his spieces..
so.. he's an alein..

i'm all itchy..
and it feels like i have a million spiders crawling on me..
i will not let trent go anywhere near that doorwall..
he's mad..
he likes to bang on the glass.
but.. it's for his own saftey..

i need my sister to drive up from indy and take care of this problem..
she always used to take a piece of paper towel and move the spider outdoors when we were little..
she used to say.."don't worry cimmy.. i'll get it.."
where is julie when i need her?!?
now.. i know the spider is on the outside of the doorwall..
but.. he's freaking me out!!

i called my mom in a panic attack..
good ole mommy..
she told me to put a piece of masking tape over the area..
so i couldn't see him..
but i can not gather up enough courage to even go close to the alien spider..
i have never seen a spider this big in real life..
it is sooo big...

someone..
come move him to the neighbor's house or sumpin..
i don't want to kill him..
cause the other alien spiders will get together and come after me..
just come and put him back on the mother-ship and send him back to where ever he came from..

thanks...

xoxo

2006-10-17T13:34:00.000-05:00

i have a head ache..
it's been slowly growing now for a week..
i think my eyes are going to pop out of my head...

seriously!!

2006-10-13T14:56:00.000-05:00

soo..

winter has come early here..
and i couldn't be any happier!!
funfunfun!!
i love the roaring wind..
and the pretty snow..
yahhh!!!

did you know they are re-releasing the best movie in the WORLD next week..
the nightmare before christmas.. in 3D even!!
how fun!!
i love that movie and can not wait to go see it..!!

going out for dinner and cocktails with my friend maria tonight..
should be fun!!
gonna get all dressed up in winter cloths..
i think that is why i love winter soo much..
wool pants..turtle necks.. fun coats..
the fashion just rocks!!

i am having a horrific allergy day..
i can not stop sneezing!!
and i want to cut off my nose!!
i hate that!!

have to work tomorrow..
first real shift!!
i'm kinda nervous..
not really sure why??
stoopid!!

xoxo

2006-10-06T20:51:00.000-05:00

soo..
i got the job..
i will be working on tuesday and saturday nights..
yippie..
money money money!!

soo..
my dentist issue!!

i had to make two appointments to get some crazy cleaning done..
i made the two appointments together.. at the same time..
so.. 2 weeks ago i go in for round two..
i sign in and the lady behind the glass says.. "mrs. v d k.. we don't have an appointment for you today?!?"
turns out some incompetent.. disgruntled employee who no longer works there failed to enter my second appointment into the computer..
being the nice person that i am..i told her.. it's ok..
but did let her know that i do have a young son who i had to take to a "sitter" while i came here and that it was a little inconvenient!!
i rescheduled for 2 weeks later..
annoying..

soo..
it has now been two weeks..
i go in yesterday for round two.. part two..
i showed up about 10 minutes early.. as any normal person tries to for dr/dentist's appointments..
i sat in the waiting room for 45 minutes!!!
annoyed..
but i did catch up on the popular gossip thanks to the 3 star magazines i got to read!!
~~wow..nicole richie is soo skinny...gross..~~
finally i walked up to talk to the lady behind the glass..
she says to me.."oh.. mrs v d k.. we are going to have to reschedule you.."
WHAT!!
turns out the lady before me was 25 minutes late.. and they took her..
i was pissed!!
she then proceeds to tell me that if they took me when she was done that I would be screwing up the schedule for the whole day..
ahh.. no..
the woman you took that wa 25 minutes late screwed it up.. not me!! i was 10 minutes early for my appointment!!
i then turn and look at the xeroxed copy in the dollar store frame of their cancellation policy..
24 hours notice or $30..
so i was like.. OK.. this is the second time you have cancelled on ME!!
so i figure you owe ME $60 plus the $40 i had to pay my "sitter"..
~my mom-in-law was watching baby t.. but hey.. she didn't have to know that!!
i was fuming!!
i left in a huff..
vowing that after this second part of my cleaning.. i'm switching dentist's .. calling my insurance company and complaining about them.. and calling their corporate office and bitching up a storm..

bummer though..
my dentist was a really nice guy..

xoxo

2006-10-03T20:13:00.000-05:00

the day from hell!!!

so i have had one of those days..
poor baby trent is in deep with the teething..
i feel soo bad..
he's been fussy and crying all damn day!!
i wish i could take the pain for him..
and let him crawl around happily all day..
and you know as soon as daddy come home from work.. what does he do??
act all cutesie pa tootsie..
smiling..laughing..
almost in spite of me..
as to say to daddy.."it's all in mommy's head.. i was not crying and fussing all day.."

arggghhhh...

i got a call form my "new job" yesterday..
what a run around they are giving me..
i'm going back again to meet with both owners now..
arggghhhh....

and to top my lovely day off..
the tigers are losing..
not that i'm a big fan or anything..
but it would be nice to see them win..

it's definatly been a "calgone.. take me away.." kinda day..

but tomorrow is a whole new day..
and hopefully the tooth fairy will spare my poor son some greif!!
and his mommy..

xoxo

2006-09-28T09:42:00.000-05:00

hi..
so today is my oldest best friends 30 th bday..
funny..
we're old..
we are going out on saturday for a celebration..
should be fun..
no trent to worry about..
he'll be home with daddy..
it should be fun to see everyone..
it's been awhile..

i'm going for a second interview today with the owner of the bar i want to work at..
they really want me to go into management..
but that is not happening..
i have a munchkin now..
come on!!!
i only want to work 2-3 shifts a week..
not 50 hours a week..
no way jose..

thing have been pretty hetic around here..
trent started his swimming class AND diaper dancing class..
he loves them..
he's a natural swimmer..
he kickskickskicks..
and splashsplashsplash...
mommy is not going to wear eye make-up next week..
she turned into a racoon!!!

that's all for now..
xoxo

2006-09-15T19:56:00.000-05:00

so...
today was a pretty good day..
found out the spinach i ate last night may be contaminated with e-coli!!
good..good..

trent is starting to really get this crawling thing down..
he's doing this little scooching thing were he goes up on all fours.. falls down..and pushes his feet to do a tricky army-like crawl.. he's getting really fast.. he scooched all the way across our bedroom!! it's amazing to see him grow.. it feels like everyday is a new growth spirt.. or a new milestone that we have reached!! he's eating food.. almost holding his own bottle.. what's next?? driving his daddy's truck..?? scary..

got offered a job tonight..
should be interesting..
not gonna reveal where yet..
but let's just say.. it may ruffle some feathers!!!
i'm gonna go meet with the owner later next week..
i'll keep ya posted!!!

i'm gonna go outside and smoke now..
and drink my cocktail..
love drinking at the casa..

xoxo

2006-09-14T21:40:00.000-05:00

ok..
so i'm new to this..
so..
i'm just gonna say hi..

anyone who reads this will probaby know me..
but if not...
here's a tid bit about me...

i'm married..
have a 7 month old son..
and am currently tossing around the idea of going back to work..
hummm....
we shall see...

i'm gonna try and write in this blog as often as i can..
seeing that i enjoy writing in my journal..i figured i'd join everyone and their mother and start a blog!!!

so that's it for now i guess..

have a good night..
xoxo